Monday, July 28, 2014

Lonely

This process is feeling a lot more lonely this time around, probably because it is, at my own doing.  Last time, I was a much more active participant in the infertility blogging world.  I was on a few different message boards.  More people in real life knew that we were doing it.  My mom doesn't even know this time.  I needed more support last time.

Other than the hubby, his parents are the only ones who know.  The only reason they know is because we took them up on their financial offer to help with pay for part of this process.  I'd like to try to keep it as under wraps as possible, but kinda want to talk to someone about it at the same time.  I guess that's why I'm here.  Even just talking to myself helps.

I can't believe stims start Wednesday.  This still doesn't seem quite real to me.


3 comments:

Putter Pie said...

You aren't alone. I've been checking your blog periodically for updates for the past year. I remember everything you went through before so this must be tough. I'm thinking of you. (I blogged under a different name before "Ophelia".)

Emmy said...

Wow, great to hear from you. I was actually just thinking of you the other day. Thanks for checking in!

someday-soon said...

I know of a great IVF group on facebook if you're interested. It's a private group so it doesn't show up in your feed. Post a comment with some contact info on my blog if you're interested in hooking up with it.