This process is feeling a lot more lonely this time around, probably because it is, at my own doing. Last time, I was a much more active participant in the infertility blogging world. I was on a few different message boards. More people in real life knew that we were doing it. My mom doesn't even know this time. I needed more support last time.
Other than the hubby, his parents are the only ones who know. The only reason they know is because we took them up on their financial offer to help with pay for part of this process. I'd like to try to keep it as under wraps as possible, but kinda want to talk to someone about it at the same time. I guess that's why I'm here. Even just talking to myself helps.
I can't believe stims start Wednesday. This still doesn't seem quite real to me.